Alan Watts: Each of Us Can Say “I am the Universe”
I have learned a lot from listening with pleasure to many, many hours of Alan Watts’s recorded lectures that are available in the Waking Up app. To my mind, he brilliantly brings South Asian and East Asian philosophy and religion together with modern science. One of my attempts at distilling what I have learned from Alan Watts (with a bit of the Stoic advice “Memento mori,” “Remember you will die” thrown in) is this mantra that I say to myself most days: “There is one miracle for all time: the existence of the Universe, including the existence of Consciousness. Every birth is a celebration of that miracle, and all our fear of death is worship of that miracle.”
From Alan Watts himself, this passage is one of the best distillations of what I have learned from him:
“In order to understand what the self is, you have to remember that it doesn’t need to remember anything. Just like you don’t need to know how you work your thyroid gland. So then, when you die, you’re not going to have to put up with everlasting non-existence, because that’s not an experience. A lot of people are afraid that when they die, they’re going to be locked up in a dark room forever. And sort of undergo that. But, one of the most interesting things in the world—this is a yoga, this is a way of realization—try and imagine what it will be like to go to sleep and never wake up. Think about that. Children think about it. It’s one of the great wonders of life. What would it be like to go to sleep and never wake up. And if you think long enough about that, something will happen to you. You will find out, among other things, that it will pose a next question to you: what was it like to wake up without ever having gone to sleep. That was when you were born. You see, you can’t have an experience of nothing. Nature abhors a vacuum. So after you’re dead, the only thing that can happen is the same experience—or the same sort of experience—as when you were born. In other words, we all know very well, that after people die, other people are born. And they’re all you. Only you could only experience it one at a time. Everybody is I. You all know you’re you. And wheresoever beings exist throughout all galaxies—it doesn’t make any difference—you are all of them. And when they come into being, that’s you coming into being. You know that very well. Only you don’t have to remember the past, in the same way you don’t have to think about how you work your thyroid gland, or whatever else it is in your organism. You don’t have to know how to shine the sun. You just do it. Like you breathe.
Doesn’t it really astonish you that you are this fantastically complex thing? And that you are doing all of this and you never had any education in how to do it? Never learned that you are this miracle? The point is, that from a strictly physical, scientific standpoint, this organism is a continuous energy with everything else that’s going on. And if I am my foot, I am the sun. Only, we’ve got this little partial view. We’ve got the idea that “No, I’m just something in this body—the ego.” That’s a joke. The ego is nothing other than the focus of conscious attention. It’s like a radar on a ship. The radar on a ship is a trouble-shooter. Is there anything in the way? And conscious attention is a designed function of the brain to scan the environment, like a radar does. And note for any trouble-making changes. But if you are identifying yourself with your trouble-shooter. Then naturally, you define yourself as being in a perpetual state of anxiety. And the moment we cease to identify with the ego, and become aware that we are the whole organism, you realize the first thing: how harmonious it all is. Because your organism is a miracle of harmony. All the things functioning together. Even those corpuscles, the creatures that are fighting each other in the bloodstream, eating each other up. If they weren’t doing that, you wouldn’t be healthy. So what is discord at one level of your being is harmony at a higher level. And you begin to realize that, and you being to be aware, too, that the discords of your life, and the discords of people’s lives, which are a fight at one level, at a higher level of the universe are healthy and harmonious. And you suddenly realize, that everything that you are and do is at that level as magnificent and as free of any blemish as the patterns in waves, the markings in marble, the way a cat moves. And that this world is really OK. And can’t be anything else, because otherwise it couldn’t exist….
Life is pattern. It is a dance of energy….
I will never invoke spooky knowledge—that is to say that I’ve had a private revelation, or that I have sensory vibrations going on a plane which you don’t have. Everything is standing right out in the open. It’s just a question of how you look at it.
So, you do discover when you realize this, the most extraordinary thing to me, that I never cease to be flabbergasted at whenever it happens. Some people will use the symbolism of the relationship of God to the Universe, wherein God is a brilliant light, only somehow veiled, hiding underneath all these forms that you see as you look around you. So far so good. But the truth is funnier than that. It is that you are looking right at the brilliant light now. That the experience you are having, which you call ordinary everyday consciousness, pretending you’re not It—that experience is the exactly the same thing as It. There’s no difference at all. And when you find that out, you laugh yourself silly. That’s the great discovery. In other words, when you really start to see things, and you look at an old paper cup, and you go into the nature of what it is to see, what vision is, or what smell is, or what touch is, you realize that that vision of the paper cup is the brilliant light of the Cosmos. Nothing could be brighter. Ten thousand suns couldn’t be brighter. Only they’re hidden the sense that all the points of the infinite light are so tiny, and you see them in the cup.”